I have been wondering lately if I should change the title of my blog. In some ways I think I should leave it as is because I still am a submissive girl. I still submit to Sir and Daddy, but it seems like most of the time I am in Domme mode because of M. I am not really as physically submissive as I would like anymore because Sir and I have settled into a style that suits our relationship much better. I am His little girl as well as well as Daddy's, but I am not beaten or physically punished at all by either. It would be pretty difficult with Daddy 20 hours away and Sir doesn't really enjoy the physical side of D/s. He is much more into the mental side of it.
This presents me with a quandary. I am a submissive as well as a Dominant. I am a switch so shouldn't the title of my blog reflect that. Before I had a submissive I never really had to worry about it. But now that I am actively in both roles shouldn't I take that role and adapt it to my blog.
I think that every person changes as they grow up and get more comfortable and learn more about themselves. A person's identity is a constantly evolving entity. As I continue to grow and change and discover new things shouldn't the way I identify myself in my public and private lives change too? I think so.
Showing posts with label daddy. Show all posts
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Monday, May 17, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Hot and Bothered
I am so horny I can't stand it. I want my Daddy so much tonight it is unreal. I have already cum three times thinking about being there with Him, with His hands on my body, His cock in me. It is driving me crazy. I am so wet I am dripping all down my thighs. I would give almost anything to be there with Him right now. I don't want to have to wait very long before I can visit with Him and Kitty. I hope I won't have to.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Missing My Daddy
Wrote a pure sex story for Daddy. I was so hot and horny today I was going crazy. Daddy told me to write a story to release some of that tension. The following story is the result.
“That’s right babygirl. You know I love that sweet pussy of yours,” Daddy growled as she slid onto his shaft. They had been fucking like this for days. Angel just couldn’t get enough of him lately. And he couldn’t get enough of her.
“Oh Daddy,” she gasped “I love it when fuck me hard. Please Daddy, more” She immediately felt his pace increase as he buried his whole length inside her already aching pussy. Angel loved to feel her Daddy’s cock inside her, his balls slapping hard against her ass as he drove in deep again and again. She could feel his hands dig into her hips as she thrust up to meet him, faster and faster.
“Fuck baby! You better slow down unless you want me to fill that wet cunt of yours,” Daddy told her in a mock scolding tone. But Angel wasn’t fooled. She knew that he wouldn’t be ready to cum in her for awhile. Unless she gave him a little help. With a wicked grin, she thrust her hips up against him and began to swivel them in slow circles as he continued to thrust hard into her. Her smile got even wider when she saw his eyes close and heard him gasp.
“Whats the matter Daddy?” she asked in mock innocence. “I thought you liked it when I did this.” As she said the word, Angel once again swiveled her hips up to meet her Daddy’s thrust.
“You are my wicked girl. Aren’t you slut?” Daddy asked. “But Daddy can be wicked too baby.” He smirked at the concerned look that crossed her face. Then slowly he pulled out of her until only the head of his cock was inside her. She started to thrust up, but he stopped her by pinning her to the bed.
“Don’t like that do you little girl?” he asked as she struggled to bury him inside herself again. “Then you really won’t like this will you” he said as he slipped out of her entirely. She moaned as he slid his cock out of her. When she tried to get up to straddle his lap he pushed her back down. He could see she was pouting, but like a good girl she hadn’t said anything yet. He knew it was only a matter of time.
“Please Daddy,” she begged. “Don’t stop.” He just smiled and grabbed both of her wrists in his left hand. When he tugged her up she willingly stood. She couldn’t help but wonder he was going to do now.
“Lay face down across my lap baby,” he said. “I think you need a lesson on who is in charge around here.” Quickly she obeyed and was soon laying with her bare ass in the air on his lap. Angel could feel his hard wet cock pressing against her lower belly and couldn’t help but wiggle it against her as she lay on his lap. “Stop wiggling slut,” Daddy commanded. Instantly Angel froze.
Without warning Angel felt the sting across her ass as Daddy’s hand made contact with her bare flesh. She jerked her arms only to find that he still held her wrists in the hand that wasn’t turning her pale skin rosey. She could feel the heat of each hard slap on her entire ass. Daddy was always through. He even remembered to give her several swats on the bottom of each cheek and her upper thighs. It was getting harder and harder for Angel to hold still. She could feel his hard cock on her belly and his firm hand on her backside. The combination was driving her wild. Daddy could tell she was almost to her breaking point. Her already wet pussy was now dripping down her thighs and onto his legs.
“Who is in charge here my little slut?” Daddy asked in a growling whisper.
“You are Daddy!” Angel practically screamed as a particularly hard smack landed right in the middle of her already welt covered ass.
“Are you sure cunt?” he asked mockingly.
“Yes Daddy!” Angel screamed again. How can he do that? she wondered. How can he talk without missing a single stroke?
“Are you gonna cum hard for Daddy?” he asked his little girl.
“Yes Daddy!”
“Good. Now get on all fours on the bed baby. Now,” he added even though she was already moving before he finished his sentence. Right before he thrust his throbbing cock inside her now very wet pussy he took a second to admire his work on her ass. She was bright red and he could clearly see welts forming on the lush curves of her ass. Bruises were already forming in the center of each cheek.As he thrust deep inside her, he reached up to knot a hand in her long dark hair pulling her head far back.
“Cum for me you little bitch,” he whispered in her ear. And with a loud cry she did just that.
“Daddy!” she screamed as she came all over him. Her orgasm was too much for him to handle on top of the sight of her very red ass slamming into him. He pulled her hair even harder as he came. When both of them were satisfied he pulled her down onto the bed next to him. He could feel the heat from her punished ass against him as he held her.“That’s my girl,” he whispered as they both lay cuddled together.
He was on the edge of sleep when he heard her whisper “Daddy? Can we do it again?” He chuckled and whispered back, “Of course we can baby. Of course we can.”
“That’s right babygirl. You know I love that sweet pussy of yours,” Daddy growled as she slid onto his shaft. They had been fucking like this for days. Angel just couldn’t get enough of him lately. And he couldn’t get enough of her.
“Oh Daddy,” she gasped “I love it when fuck me hard. Please Daddy, more” She immediately felt his pace increase as he buried his whole length inside her already aching pussy. Angel loved to feel her Daddy’s cock inside her, his balls slapping hard against her ass as he drove in deep again and again. She could feel his hands dig into her hips as she thrust up to meet him, faster and faster.
“Fuck baby! You better slow down unless you want me to fill that wet cunt of yours,” Daddy told her in a mock scolding tone. But Angel wasn’t fooled. She knew that he wouldn’t be ready to cum in her for awhile. Unless she gave him a little help. With a wicked grin, she thrust her hips up against him and began to swivel them in slow circles as he continued to thrust hard into her. Her smile got even wider when she saw his eyes close and heard him gasp.
“Whats the matter Daddy?” she asked in mock innocence. “I thought you liked it when I did this.” As she said the word, Angel once again swiveled her hips up to meet her Daddy’s thrust.
“You are my wicked girl. Aren’t you slut?” Daddy asked. “But Daddy can be wicked too baby.” He smirked at the concerned look that crossed her face. Then slowly he pulled out of her until only the head of his cock was inside her. She started to thrust up, but he stopped her by pinning her to the bed.
“Don’t like that do you little girl?” he asked as she struggled to bury him inside herself again. “Then you really won’t like this will you” he said as he slipped out of her entirely. She moaned as he slid his cock out of her. When she tried to get up to straddle his lap he pushed her back down. He could see she was pouting, but like a good girl she hadn’t said anything yet. He knew it was only a matter of time.
“Please Daddy,” she begged. “Don’t stop.” He just smiled and grabbed both of her wrists in his left hand. When he tugged her up she willingly stood. She couldn’t help but wonder he was going to do now.
“Lay face down across my lap baby,” he said. “I think you need a lesson on who is in charge around here.” Quickly she obeyed and was soon laying with her bare ass in the air on his lap. Angel could feel his hard wet cock pressing against her lower belly and couldn’t help but wiggle it against her as she lay on his lap. “Stop wiggling slut,” Daddy commanded. Instantly Angel froze.
Without warning Angel felt the sting across her ass as Daddy’s hand made contact with her bare flesh. She jerked her arms only to find that he still held her wrists in the hand that wasn’t turning her pale skin rosey. She could feel the heat of each hard slap on her entire ass. Daddy was always through. He even remembered to give her several swats on the bottom of each cheek and her upper thighs. It was getting harder and harder for Angel to hold still. She could feel his hard cock on her belly and his firm hand on her backside. The combination was driving her wild. Daddy could tell she was almost to her breaking point. Her already wet pussy was now dripping down her thighs and onto his legs.
“Who is in charge here my little slut?” Daddy asked in a growling whisper.
“You are Daddy!” Angel practically screamed as a particularly hard smack landed right in the middle of her already welt covered ass.
“Are you sure cunt?” he asked mockingly.
“Yes Daddy!” Angel screamed again. How can he do that? she wondered. How can he talk without missing a single stroke?
“Are you gonna cum hard for Daddy?” he asked his little girl.
“Yes Daddy!”
“Good. Now get on all fours on the bed baby. Now,” he added even though she was already moving before he finished his sentence. Right before he thrust his throbbing cock inside her now very wet pussy he took a second to admire his work on her ass. She was bright red and he could clearly see welts forming on the lush curves of her ass. Bruises were already forming in the center of each cheek.As he thrust deep inside her, he reached up to knot a hand in her long dark hair pulling her head far back.
“Cum for me you little bitch,” he whispered in her ear. And with a loud cry she did just that.
“Daddy!” she screamed as she came all over him. Her orgasm was too much for him to handle on top of the sight of her very red ass slamming into him. He pulled her hair even harder as he came. When both of them were satisfied he pulled her down onto the bed next to him. He could feel the heat from her punished ass against him as he held her.“That’s my girl,” he whispered as they both lay cuddled together.
He was on the edge of sleep when he heard her whisper “Daddy? Can we do it again?” He chuckled and whispered back, “Of course we can baby. Of course we can.”
Friday, March 26, 2010
Artistic Impulses
I've been feeling really artsy lately. I guess I'm just in a mood to create. It helps that I have a new muse. (yes you Kitty) :P
The following story is a result of too much time fantasizing about decorating my beautiful new sister's body. Enjoy!
“Hold still Kitty. I’m almost done,” Angel said as she brushed the hair back from her forehead. Kitty took a deep breath and held it as Angel threaded more blue glass beads onto the needle. Slowly she pushed the beads down onto the short length of thread that dangled from the needle’s eye. Gently she inserted the needle into Kitty’s nipple.
“And we’re done sissy. Look how beautiful you are,” Angel said with pride. For the past few days she had been working non-stop on the work of art that now adorned her sister’s body. With a nudge she motioned Kitty to the full length mirror they had set up in the living room.
“Its beautiful Angel.” Kitty gasped. She took in all the details Angel had included as she lovingly stroked her hands down her heavily decorated body. It never failed to amaze her when she saw her sister’s drawings brought to life on her skin.
Angel had decided on an aquatic theme for this piece and couldn’t believe how well her sister’s body captured and personified the sea and all of its treasures. The blue beads strung by needle at strategic spots really added a fun bit of flair to her usually more somber art. The coiled koi along her sister’s sides and thighs added a splash of crimson and gold to the blues and greens in the background. The glitter paste on the edges of the scales and the glass beads sparkled as Kitty turned to take in the back.
A sly looking dragon danced and turned under the waves the whole length of Kitty’s back. The beads surrounding its dancing form swayed with the motion and took her breath away. It was by far her favorite piece that Angel had completed on her so far.
“I’m glad you like it Kitty,” Angel replied as she examined her work. She loved to use her sister’s body to execute her dreams. And Kitty loved it too. Not only was she beautiful, but she loved the feeling of the needles under her skin and the way the beads and glitter turned her into a living breathing masterpiece. It was still amazing to Angel how much she loved to watch her sister admire their work.
“Here, let me take some pictures honey. I want to remember this one,” Angel said briskly to her sister. “Besides you know that if we don’t get any pictures before Daddy gets back we won’t get any at all.”
“Yeah you’re right,” Kitty replied. “Where do you want me?”
“Over here,” Angel instructed as she arranged a gauzy aqua backdrop in front of the couch. “You know what to do Kitty. You’re a natural at this,” she complimented as she posed her sister.
Angel finished the last picture just as she heard the key in the door. Quickly she motioned for Kitty to stay still and moved all her things into her studio/storeroom. As the front door opened, Angel crept to the doorway so she could watch Daddy’s reaction when he saw Kitty.
For several moments all was silent in the other room. She could see Daddy’s eyes greedily take in all of Kitty’s lush body. She grinned as she heard him sigh softly and smile.
“You look beautiful babygirl,” He whispered. Kitty’s eyes shone as she slowly turned so he could see her backside. “Where is your sister?” he asked quietly.
“Shes in the studio Daddy,” Kitty replied sweetly. Angel stepped out into the living room. Daddy grabbed her by the hand and pulled her to his chest.
“You are amazing sweetheart. Kitty looks even more beautiful. I love the beads,” he said. Angel beamed under his smiling praise. He kissed her forehead and gave her a tight hug. He gestured to Kitty and she crossed the room to his other side. He hugged both of his beautiful girls to him, kissing them both deeply.
“Why don’t you take out the needles with your teeth Angel,” he whispered in her ear.
“Yes Daddy,” Angel replied eagerly. She knelt down and closed her lips around the first needle and slowly drew it out of her sister’s skin. She could taste the blood from the puncture on her lips as she moved toward the next set of beads. Gently she drew it out as she watched Daddy kiss Kitty deeply and caress her breasts. She heard Kitty moan softly under her breath.
As Angel removed the last needle from Kitty’s skin, Daddy slowly lowered her to the couch. Without being told Angel continued to lick and suck the blood from her sister’s painted skin. Silently she was thankful that she had used markers instead of paint this time. Paint just didn’t last as long around here.
When all the blood was gone from her skin Daddy pushed Kitty to her back on the floor. He grabbed Angel by the hair and moved her down until her mouth was over Kitty’s wet pussy. Slowly she began to kiss her sister’s slick mound. Kitty moaned and arched her back until Angel’s tongue was inside her. Angel loved the way her sister tasted and moaned as she began to tongue her deeper. A moment later she was moaning even more as her Daddy began to tease her naked pussy with the head of his very hard cock.
“I love to watch my girls,” Daddy whispered gruffly. “Just keep eating your sister’s sweet little cunt. I want to watch her cum all over you baby.” Angel loved to play with Kitty in front of Daddy. Eagerly she stroked her tongue over Kitty’s clit. She felt Kitty shudder under her. But in the next moment it was her turn to shudder as she felt Daddy spread her pussy and shove inside.
“Yeah that’s right babygirl, you love that don’t you,” Daddy growled as he thrust inside her. Angel lifted her mouth for a second to gasp “Yes!” before returning to Kitty’s now very wet pussy. She could feel Kitty’s excitement at watching their Daddy fuck her while she ate her out. Angel knew she wouldn’t be able to hold her orgasm back for much longer. It was just too much. Daddy could feel Angel’s pussy start to quiver and knew she wouldn’t hold out for long.
“Make your sister cum first baby. I know you can,” He whispered to her. With a smothered moan Angel began to lick and suck Kitty’s clit harder. She knew her sister was close too. With a cry Kitty grabbed Angel’s hair and arched into her greedy mouth. As the first wave of Kitty’s orgasm rolled over her, Angel felt her own orgasm overtake her.
“Oh yeah that’s my girls. Cum for Daddy,” Daddy moaned as he began to pull out of Angel’s sweet quivering cunt. “Come over here babies,” he said, stroking his hard cock. Quickly both girls went to their knees in front of him and began to lick and suck Angel’s cum off of him. In seconds both girls moaned as they felt Daddy’s cum coat their mouths. Angel grabbed Kitty by her hair and pulled her close until she could taste Daddy’s cum on her sister’s tongue. Both girls could hear Daddy chuckle as he helped them off the floor.
“I love you so much my sweet girls,” Daddy said to them lovingly. He couldn’t help but smile as he watched them come closer.
“And we love you too Daddy,” they replied together. They smiled back at him as he pulled them into a tight hug.
The following story is a result of too much time fantasizing about decorating my beautiful new sister's body. Enjoy!
“Hold still Kitty. I’m almost done,” Angel said as she brushed the hair back from her forehead. Kitty took a deep breath and held it as Angel threaded more blue glass beads onto the needle. Slowly she pushed the beads down onto the short length of thread that dangled from the needle’s eye. Gently she inserted the needle into Kitty’s nipple.
“And we’re done sissy. Look how beautiful you are,” Angel said with pride. For the past few days she had been working non-stop on the work of art that now adorned her sister’s body. With a nudge she motioned Kitty to the full length mirror they had set up in the living room.
“Its beautiful Angel.” Kitty gasped. She took in all the details Angel had included as she lovingly stroked her hands down her heavily decorated body. It never failed to amaze her when she saw her sister’s drawings brought to life on her skin.
Angel had decided on an aquatic theme for this piece and couldn’t believe how well her sister’s body captured and personified the sea and all of its treasures. The blue beads strung by needle at strategic spots really added a fun bit of flair to her usually more somber art. The coiled koi along her sister’s sides and thighs added a splash of crimson and gold to the blues and greens in the background. The glitter paste on the edges of the scales and the glass beads sparkled as Kitty turned to take in the back.
A sly looking dragon danced and turned under the waves the whole length of Kitty’s back. The beads surrounding its dancing form swayed with the motion and took her breath away. It was by far her favorite piece that Angel had completed on her so far.
“I’m glad you like it Kitty,” Angel replied as she examined her work. She loved to use her sister’s body to execute her dreams. And Kitty loved it too. Not only was she beautiful, but she loved the feeling of the needles under her skin and the way the beads and glitter turned her into a living breathing masterpiece. It was still amazing to Angel how much she loved to watch her sister admire their work.
“Here, let me take some pictures honey. I want to remember this one,” Angel said briskly to her sister. “Besides you know that if we don’t get any pictures before Daddy gets back we won’t get any at all.”
“Yeah you’re right,” Kitty replied. “Where do you want me?”
“Over here,” Angel instructed as she arranged a gauzy aqua backdrop in front of the couch. “You know what to do Kitty. You’re a natural at this,” she complimented as she posed her sister.
Angel finished the last picture just as she heard the key in the door. Quickly she motioned for Kitty to stay still and moved all her things into her studio/storeroom. As the front door opened, Angel crept to the doorway so she could watch Daddy’s reaction when he saw Kitty.
For several moments all was silent in the other room. She could see Daddy’s eyes greedily take in all of Kitty’s lush body. She grinned as she heard him sigh softly and smile.
“You look beautiful babygirl,” He whispered. Kitty’s eyes shone as she slowly turned so he could see her backside. “Where is your sister?” he asked quietly.
“Shes in the studio Daddy,” Kitty replied sweetly. Angel stepped out into the living room. Daddy grabbed her by the hand and pulled her to his chest.
“You are amazing sweetheart. Kitty looks even more beautiful. I love the beads,” he said. Angel beamed under his smiling praise. He kissed her forehead and gave her a tight hug. He gestured to Kitty and she crossed the room to his other side. He hugged both of his beautiful girls to him, kissing them both deeply.
“Why don’t you take out the needles with your teeth Angel,” he whispered in her ear.
“Yes Daddy,” Angel replied eagerly. She knelt down and closed her lips around the first needle and slowly drew it out of her sister’s skin. She could taste the blood from the puncture on her lips as she moved toward the next set of beads. Gently she drew it out as she watched Daddy kiss Kitty deeply and caress her breasts. She heard Kitty moan softly under her breath.
As Angel removed the last needle from Kitty’s skin, Daddy slowly lowered her to the couch. Without being told Angel continued to lick and suck the blood from her sister’s painted skin. Silently she was thankful that she had used markers instead of paint this time. Paint just didn’t last as long around here.
When all the blood was gone from her skin Daddy pushed Kitty to her back on the floor. He grabbed Angel by the hair and moved her down until her mouth was over Kitty’s wet pussy. Slowly she began to kiss her sister’s slick mound. Kitty moaned and arched her back until Angel’s tongue was inside her. Angel loved the way her sister tasted and moaned as she began to tongue her deeper. A moment later she was moaning even more as her Daddy began to tease her naked pussy with the head of his very hard cock.
“I love to watch my girls,” Daddy whispered gruffly. “Just keep eating your sister’s sweet little cunt. I want to watch her cum all over you baby.” Angel loved to play with Kitty in front of Daddy. Eagerly she stroked her tongue over Kitty’s clit. She felt Kitty shudder under her. But in the next moment it was her turn to shudder as she felt Daddy spread her pussy and shove inside.
“Yeah that’s right babygirl, you love that don’t you,” Daddy growled as he thrust inside her. Angel lifted her mouth for a second to gasp “Yes!” before returning to Kitty’s now very wet pussy. She could feel Kitty’s excitement at watching their Daddy fuck her while she ate her out. Angel knew she wouldn’t be able to hold her orgasm back for much longer. It was just too much. Daddy could feel Angel’s pussy start to quiver and knew she wouldn’t hold out for long.
“Make your sister cum first baby. I know you can,” He whispered to her. With a smothered moan Angel began to lick and suck Kitty’s clit harder. She knew her sister was close too. With a cry Kitty grabbed Angel’s hair and arched into her greedy mouth. As the first wave of Kitty’s orgasm rolled over her, Angel felt her own orgasm overtake her.
“Oh yeah that’s my girls. Cum for Daddy,” Daddy moaned as he began to pull out of Angel’s sweet quivering cunt. “Come over here babies,” he said, stroking his hard cock. Quickly both girls went to their knees in front of him and began to lick and suck Angel’s cum off of him. In seconds both girls moaned as they felt Daddy’s cum coat their mouths. Angel grabbed Kitty by her hair and pulled her close until she could taste Daddy’s cum on her sister’s tongue. Both girls could hear Daddy chuckle as he helped them off the floor.
“I love you so much my sweet girls,” Daddy said to them lovingly. He couldn’t help but smile as he watched them come closer.
“And we love you too Daddy,” they replied together. They smiled back at him as he pulled them into a tight hug.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
A Sexy Sibling Story
This is a story I wrote for sis. It is called Bath Time. I hope she likes it as much as I do. I love you sissy. Can't wait until we both get to Daddy's. :)
“Room for one more in there?” a voice asked. Angel looked up to see her sister, Kitty, standing next to the tub.
“There sure is hun. Hop in,” Angel replied smilingly. She loved to take baths with her sister. The large bathtub was the main reason she had suggested the place. Before they ever moved in she was already fantasizing about two and three person bath times.
Angel watched closely as Kitty slid her thin silky robe off her shoulders and down her beautiful curves until it was a silken puddle around her bare feet. Slowly Kitty stepped into the hot water and slid down into the bubbles until she was seated between Angel’s open thighs, her back pressed to her sister’s breasts.
“I love taking baths together,” Angel said as she soaped up one of their bath poofs and gently caressed her sister’s already hard nipples. She gave the left one a light pinch and gasped as Kitty’s ass pressed against her pussy.
“Me too. I love feeling so close. I just wish Daddy was home,” Kitty agreed. Slowly she let her head fall back to her sisters shoulder while Angel continued to wash her breasts and belly with the soft poof. She heard her sister mumble an agreement as the poof moved in shorter circles around her bellybutton then begin on her outter thighs.
Slowly Angel moved the poof in slow circles along the outside of Kitty’s thighs. Gradually she moved closer and closer to her sister’s perfect pussy while her other hand continued to pinch and flick Kitty’s nipples. When the bath poof finally stroked over Kitty’s pussy, she gasped. Angel slowly released the poof and started to stroke Kitty’s slit with her slick fingers. As the fingers of her right hand slowly spread her sister’s pussy, Angel slid her left up her sister’s shoulder and grabbed her hair roughly in her fist. Kitty gasped as Angel pulled her head even farther back and bit her right shoulder.
With a stifled moan, Angel buried two of her fingers into her sister’s hot wet cunt. She fucked her slowly at first, but with a steadily faster pace as her sister’s moans increased. Angel kept a tight hold on Kitty’s hair and pulled her head even further back so she could taste her sister’s lips while she fucked her even faster than before. She could feel Kitty’s ass against her own wet pussy and it only made her want more.
Slowly she slid her fingers out of her sister. She could feel Kitty trying to keep them inside of her, thrusting her hips against her hand. She smiled and whispered “Turn around. I wanna watch you when you cum on me.”
Kitty quickly turned around until she was on her knees with her thighs spread apart. She could feel the hot water barely touching her pussy as she knelt in front of her sister. Angel had kept her hand knotted in Kitty’s hair the whole time and used it now to pull her sister’s lips to hers. Angel quickly lowered her head to her sister’s breast and bit down lightly on her perky nipple. Kitty arched into her and moaned again as Angel’s fingers slipped inside her again. She could feel her sister’s fingers inside her while her thumb rubbed in hard circles around her clit.
Angel kept a firm grip on Kitty’s hair so that her head arched back while she finger fucked her wet pussy. She could feel Kitty’s excitement as she bit down hard on the lush upper curve of her breast. Kitty cried out when she felt her sister’s teeth sink into her sensitive flesh. Angel curved her fingers until she was practically pounding Kitty’s g-spot. She could feel the first quivers of orgasm deep inside her sister’s pussy. She took her mouth away from her sister’s breast just long enough to let out in a growling whisper “That’s right, cum for me slut,” before lower her head and sinking her teeth into her sister’s other luscious breast.
With a loud moan Kitty arched into her hand and came hard. Slowly she felt Angel’s fingers slide out of her as she was pulled down to meet her lips. Kitty threw herself into the kiss as she sank back into the bathwater.
“Well it looks like my girls had all the fun without me,” a voice said from the doorway. Startled both girls looked guiltily at their Daddy.
“Sorry Daddy. I just couldn’t resist,” Angel said sweetly. He smiled at them indulgently and helped them out of the tub.
“I know sweetheart. But now I think its Daddy’s turn,” he said as he dried them off and drained the tub. Both girls could see that he was more than ready for it. With a smile and a hug for each of them, he guided them into the bedroom.
“Room for one more in there?” a voice asked. Angel looked up to see her sister, Kitty, standing next to the tub.
“There sure is hun. Hop in,” Angel replied smilingly. She loved to take baths with her sister. The large bathtub was the main reason she had suggested the place. Before they ever moved in she was already fantasizing about two and three person bath times.
Angel watched closely as Kitty slid her thin silky robe off her shoulders and down her beautiful curves until it was a silken puddle around her bare feet. Slowly Kitty stepped into the hot water and slid down into the bubbles until she was seated between Angel’s open thighs, her back pressed to her sister’s breasts.
“I love taking baths together,” Angel said as she soaped up one of their bath poofs and gently caressed her sister’s already hard nipples. She gave the left one a light pinch and gasped as Kitty’s ass pressed against her pussy.
“Me too. I love feeling so close. I just wish Daddy was home,” Kitty agreed. Slowly she let her head fall back to her sisters shoulder while Angel continued to wash her breasts and belly with the soft poof. She heard her sister mumble an agreement as the poof moved in shorter circles around her bellybutton then begin on her outter thighs.
Slowly Angel moved the poof in slow circles along the outside of Kitty’s thighs. Gradually she moved closer and closer to her sister’s perfect pussy while her other hand continued to pinch and flick Kitty’s nipples. When the bath poof finally stroked over Kitty’s pussy, she gasped. Angel slowly released the poof and started to stroke Kitty’s slit with her slick fingers. As the fingers of her right hand slowly spread her sister’s pussy, Angel slid her left up her sister’s shoulder and grabbed her hair roughly in her fist. Kitty gasped as Angel pulled her head even farther back and bit her right shoulder.
With a stifled moan, Angel buried two of her fingers into her sister’s hot wet cunt. She fucked her slowly at first, but with a steadily faster pace as her sister’s moans increased. Angel kept a tight hold on Kitty’s hair and pulled her head even further back so she could taste her sister’s lips while she fucked her even faster than before. She could feel Kitty’s ass against her own wet pussy and it only made her want more.
Slowly she slid her fingers out of her sister. She could feel Kitty trying to keep them inside of her, thrusting her hips against her hand. She smiled and whispered “Turn around. I wanna watch you when you cum on me.”
Kitty quickly turned around until she was on her knees with her thighs spread apart. She could feel the hot water barely touching her pussy as she knelt in front of her sister. Angel had kept her hand knotted in Kitty’s hair the whole time and used it now to pull her sister’s lips to hers. Angel quickly lowered her head to her sister’s breast and bit down lightly on her perky nipple. Kitty arched into her and moaned again as Angel’s fingers slipped inside her again. She could feel her sister’s fingers inside her while her thumb rubbed in hard circles around her clit.
Angel kept a firm grip on Kitty’s hair so that her head arched back while she finger fucked her wet pussy. She could feel Kitty’s excitement as she bit down hard on the lush upper curve of her breast. Kitty cried out when she felt her sister’s teeth sink into her sensitive flesh. Angel curved her fingers until she was practically pounding Kitty’s g-spot. She could feel the first quivers of orgasm deep inside her sister’s pussy. She took her mouth away from her sister’s breast just long enough to let out in a growling whisper “That’s right, cum for me slut,” before lower her head and sinking her teeth into her sister’s other luscious breast.
With a loud moan Kitty arched into her hand and came hard. Slowly she felt Angel’s fingers slide out of her as she was pulled down to meet her lips. Kitty threw herself into the kiss as she sank back into the bathwater.
“Well it looks like my girls had all the fun without me,” a voice said from the doorway. Startled both girls looked guiltily at their Daddy.
“Sorry Daddy. I just couldn’t resist,” Angel said sweetly. He smiled at them indulgently and helped them out of the tub.
“I know sweetheart. But now I think its Daddy’s turn,” he said as he dried them off and drained the tub. Both girls could see that he was more than ready for it. With a smile and a hug for each of them, he guided them into the bedroom.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Change of Plans
I've decided not to go. As much as I want to, its just not the right time for it. Daddy and sis need some time together to get settled and enjoy each other. I would never want to be in the way of that. I want them to be happy and have time together and I know that they are going to be very busy getting ready for her trip down there. I would be in the way and I would hate myself for it. I don't want to ruin their happiness by coming between them or taking attention from her.
Maybe there will be a place for me later, but for now there isn't. Unless that place is here, at a distance.
Maybe there will be a place for me later, but for now there isn't. Unless that place is here, at a distance.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I'm Leavin' On a Jet Plane...
Hopefully I will be able to do it this time. I am going to visit Daddy and sis at the end of April. I have the money and Sir says its ok. I'm just so worried that something will go wrong. I have been trying to go for the last 2 years and I'm so scared that it won't really happen. I just want it to work out so much. I'm not sure I could take the disappointment again. I'm so sick of being disappointed, in myself especially.
Even if I do go and nothing stops me, I'm still scared of flying. I've done it twice. The first time I got airsick on the flight home and had to walk through the airport covered in vomit til I found my bag. It was not fun. :( Nothing bad happened the second time, but take-off and landing scare me to death. Those are the worst parts for me. The flying is actually kinda neat. Plus all the flights to where He lives have plane changes and I've never had to do that before. I'm so worried I will miss my flight. Besides that, I mean really, what am I supposed to do in Birmingham, AL for three hours??? :P
I guess I'm just nervous. I really can't wait to meet Daddy and my new sis. I'm so excited and I really hope she likes me as much as I like her. I feel like I am so full of energy with nothing to do but wait. The tension is a killer.
Even if I do go and nothing stops me, I'm still scared of flying. I've done it twice. The first time I got airsick on the flight home and had to walk through the airport covered in vomit til I found my bag. It was not fun. :( Nothing bad happened the second time, but take-off and landing scare me to death. Those are the worst parts for me. The flying is actually kinda neat. Plus all the flights to where He lives have plane changes and I've never had to do that before. I'm so worried I will miss my flight. Besides that, I mean really, what am I supposed to do in Birmingham, AL for three hours??? :P
I guess I'm just nervous. I really can't wait to meet Daddy and my new sis. I'm so excited and I really hope she likes me as much as I like her. I feel like I am so full of energy with nothing to do but wait. The tension is a killer.
I Have a New Sister!
Daddy has gotten another submissive girl. I am so excited! I got to talk to her online tonight and she is wonderful. I want to meet her so bad! She is moving in with Daddy soon. Only 40 more days! I wish I could be there with them. I have missed Daddy so much. We still talk all the time, but I wish I could be there with Him. Hopefully I will get to visit when Sis moves down. That would be so amazing. Sir even said I could go visit them sometime. I can't wait!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Daddy Days
Lately I have been missing Daddy more than usual. We still talk on the phone and online. But some days it just doesn't feel like enough. I love both my Sir and my Daddy. Maybe I'm just selfish, but I feel like I need them both to be involved in my life. Too bad its impossible to have them both always.
The arrangement that I have with Sir is a simple one: We are both free to sleep or play with other people as long as the other is aware of the "date" in advance and the new partner is aware that neither of us plan on leaving our marriage. Sounds simple right? The only problem is the lack of available females in our area. I just wouldn't feel right sleeping with another man if I knew that Sir didn't have any prospective "dates" lined up. It would just be strange...with one exception.
If I could, I would hop on the next flight just to spend even a few days with Daddy. I miss Him. I want to be with Him, even if we both know that it can't last forever. He won't share me and I won't leave my Sir. We are at an impasse. I have offered many times to just leave Him alone since I feel like my selfishness is just going to hurt Him. But time after time He refuses to let me go.
One thing we can agree on though is our view on me visiting. Both of us want to be together, even if its only for a few days. It would be worth the pain later. I personally don't think I could bear not ever knowing His touch on my body. The absence of it now is painful. Its a yearning that tugs at the void in me. I'm not saying that being with Sir isn't enough, its just different. Neither is better than the other, they are just too different to compare. This is why I can love them both without any competition in my heart. I can love both because they are so different from each other.
This summer is the last chance I will have for a long time to see Daddy. This August I start classes at a new college and I won't have time for vacations, especially if I can keep my job. I know that I will not have the money to visit unless Sir finds a good job close by. Even with His degree it will be hard to find good work. I am just hoping now that everything will work out for us.
The arrangement that I have with Sir is a simple one: We are both free to sleep or play with other people as long as the other is aware of the "date" in advance and the new partner is aware that neither of us plan on leaving our marriage. Sounds simple right? The only problem is the lack of available females in our area. I just wouldn't feel right sleeping with another man if I knew that Sir didn't have any prospective "dates" lined up. It would just be strange...with one exception.
If I could, I would hop on the next flight just to spend even a few days with Daddy. I miss Him. I want to be with Him, even if we both know that it can't last forever. He won't share me and I won't leave my Sir. We are at an impasse. I have offered many times to just leave Him alone since I feel like my selfishness is just going to hurt Him. But time after time He refuses to let me go.
One thing we can agree on though is our view on me visiting. Both of us want to be together, even if its only for a few days. It would be worth the pain later. I personally don't think I could bear not ever knowing His touch on my body. The absence of it now is painful. Its a yearning that tugs at the void in me. I'm not saying that being with Sir isn't enough, its just different. Neither is better than the other, they are just too different to compare. This is why I can love them both without any competition in my heart. I can love both because they are so different from each other.
This summer is the last chance I will have for a long time to see Daddy. This August I start classes at a new college and I won't have time for vacations, especially if I can keep my job. I know that I will not have the money to visit unless Sir finds a good job close by. Even with His degree it will be hard to find good work. I am just hoping now that everything will work out for us.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Story Time Again
This is actually two stories written about one very long morning. I decided to post them together because they really are better together and I don't really know when the next time I feel like posting my stories will be. So here I present to you: "Good Morning: Parts 1 & 2"
She slowly came awake; trying to figure out what was waking her. She smiled as she felt His hands petting her hair. She quickly opened her eyes and met His gaze. "Aw, I was trying not to wake you up sweetheart," He said quietly, "You are just too beautiful. Daddy couldn't keep his hands off you." She smiled as her heart nearly burst with love for Him. "It's ok Daddy. If you're awake I wanna be awake too," she said smiling brightly. "I know baby girl, you are so good to your Daddy," He said smiling back.
He pulled her close to His body, feeling her soft naked flesh against His hairy chest. She laughed and squirmed as He tickled her sides gently. In one quick motion, she reached down and grasped Him between the legs. He gasped and said, "Well I guess that’s one way to get out of a good tickle." She only laughed and started to stroke Him.
"Oh no you don't missy," He proclaimed, taking her hand off of His already rigid cock. "I'm gonna have my breakfast first." With a wicked smile, He rolled her onto her back and chuckled at her confused expression. Without taking His eyes off of hers He began to slowly kiss her smooth belly and trace His fingers up and down her sides. He continued to kiss her, moving down to her thighs. Understanding suddenly dawned on her face, and He chuckled and gave her the smile that always melted her heart.
"That’s right baby, Daddy is gonna take real good care of you this morning," He said before returning to her now quivering thigh. She gasped as He reached her pubic mound and kissed it lightly. She raised her hips to His face as He started to pull away. He kissed her again and said, "Eager this morning, huh? Well that’s just fine darling. I want you to enjoy it." She gasped as He kissed her again, this time a little lower and not nearly as soft. "I love you with all my heart Daddy," she said in a wavering voice. "Daddy loves you too sweetheart. You're my little angel," He told her as He drew closer to her already wet pussy.
He nuzzled His nose into the soft hair lining her opening. She moaned lightly and again pushed her hips toward his face. He slowly stuck His tongue out and tasted her wet slit. She moaned more insistently as she felt His tongue against her. Without waiting any longer, He plunged His tongue between her slippery lips and probed deeper into her. As He dragged His tongue up her slit He reached up and pulled the hood back, exposing her tender clit. He felt her gasp as the cool air played across her sensitive clit. Slowly He flicked His tongue across the tiny bump and smiled at the rush of wetness from her already soaked pussy.
"Do you wanna cum for Daddy already little one?" He asked, lifting his mouth from her. "Yes Daddy," she replied in a soft voice. Without waiting another second He returned His lips to her dripping slit and began to lap up her sweet juices. She moaned even harder as his tongue traveled lower and began to dart in and out of her. He pressed His nose against her throbbing clit as He continued to fuck her with His tongue.
"I'm gonna cum Daddy!" she exclaimed as He worked even faster inside of her. With a loud moan she jerked as the orgasm ripped through her body. He felt her pussy tighten on His tongue, but continued to slide in and out of her, lapping up the rush of juices. She moaned again as a second orgasm tore through her already shaking body.
"That’s my girl," He said, kissing her pussy lips as He licked up the remaining cum from her. "Oh Daddy, I love you so much. You are so good to me," she said panting as He moved back up the bed to lie next to her. "And you are my sweet angel," He said, wrapping His arms around her shaking frame. Slowly she turned toward Him and licked her juices from His face. Neither of them could ever remember being happier. He sighed as He felt her warm tongue darting across His face. He pulled her even closer and kissed her forehead as she drifted back off to sleep. With a smile, He closed His eyes and followed her example. Soon both of them were sound asleep again, both with identical smiles of satisfaction on their faces as they lay together.
Part 2
She opened her eyes a little and looked over at Him. Good, Daddy was still asleep. Carefully she eased up, being extra careful not to wake Him. This time it was His turn for a morning surprise.
She scooted down the bed and leaned toward Him, but before she could get her mouth anywhere near Daddy's cock, she heard Him. "And just what do you think you're doing little girl?" He asked without opening His eyes. She breathed a heavy sigh. "I thought You were asleep Daddy," she replied. "How do You always know everything?" He chuckled. "Because I'm your Daddy sweetheart. Knowing everything is my job. Now come give Daddy a kiss," He said.
She sprung up the bed and gave Him a big kiss. As she started to pull away she felt His hands hold her to Him and His tongue part her lips. Eagerly she kissed Him back. She always loved it when Daddy kissed her like this, crushing her whole body to His, feeling His tongue probing her mouth and twining around her tongue.
As they kissed He ran His hand down her side and between her legs. She gasped at His touch and tried to pull away. "Relax baby girl, I'm just seeing how wet you are for your Daddy," He said in a gentle tone. Instantly she relaxed against Him and let His fingers explore her slit. She could tell she was very wet already and His fingers were only making her wetter. She could tell by His grunt that He was surprised she was already so wet. "I was gonna surprise you Daddy, before You woke up," she murmured into His ear. "And just what was my angel gonna do for her Daddy?" He asked, sounding amused.
"I was gonna suck my Daddy's big hard cock until He woke up enough to really enjoy it," she said seriously. "I want You to cum hard in my mouth Daddy." He smiled as He said, "Well baby, don’t let me stop you." With a grin she kissed Him quickly on the cheek and began to scoot back down the bed towards His now rock hard cock.
She ran her hands down His thighs as she watched His already hard cock get bigger. Slowly she ran her hands up the insides of His thighs, savoring how He was already breathing heavy in anticipation. She moved her right hand towards His balls and gently squeezed them. He let out a gasp of pleasure when He felt her hand cup him and her fingers gently pushing against Him. She slid her other hand around the base of His cock. She could already see pre-cum on the tip. She quickly darted her tongue out to taste it. She loved the way her Daddy tasted, so salty and warm. He heard Daddy gasp as her wet little tongue touched His sensitive head.
"That’s my girl. Suck Daddy's cock baby," He whispered. She felt herself get even wetter as He whispered to her. She loved to suck Daddy. She wrapped her lips around His cock. She always loved the way it felt, the skin so soft, but hard and tight and warm to the touch. He groaned as He felt her warm little mouth around Him. She began to move up and down His shaft, flicking her tongue across it as she did. He could feel the waves of pleasure radiating through Him each time her lips traveled across His sensitive shaft. As she sucked she gently massaged His balls in her other hand. She tightened her grip around the thick base of His shaft and felt His whole cock start to throb in her mouth. Quickly she began to increase her speed on His shaft. She could feel His cock jerking in her mouth as she began to suck harder and faster, running her tongue up and down the underside of His cock.
"That’s it baby, don’t stop. Daddy's gonna cum," He moaned. She could feel Him breathing hard and pumping His hips against her face as she sucked His cock even faster. With a loud moan He thrust into her mouth and came. She could feel His thick hot cum filling her mouth as she greedily swallowed it down. She continued to milk the cum from His throbbing cock until there was none left. Quickly she removed her mouth and began to lick Him clean. "That’s my good little girl. Clean Daddy's cock," He said as she continued to lick Him.
With a smile she crawled back up to Him and lay in His arms. He kissed her hair and told her with quiet whispers how proud He was and how much He loved His little girl. "Now Daddy is gonna do something for you baby. Do you want Daddy to cum inside you?" He asked. "Yes Daddy," she replied in a whisper. "Then come here baby," He said, tugging her on top of Him. She was amazed to see that He was already getting hard again. He noticed her looking at His quickly hardening cock. "That’s right baby; see how much Daddy wants you?"
She gasped as she felt Him grab her ass and lift her onto Him. She sat straddling Him. They could both feel her juices running down her legs and onto Him. "Daddy loves His little angel," He said quietly, "and now Daddy wants her to feel good and cum for Him. Can you cum for Daddy baby?" "Oh yes Daddy," she replied breathlessly, "I wanna cum all over Your hard cock."
He gasped as He felt her lower herself onto Him. She felt His cock grow even harder inside of her warm, wet little pussy. She began to pump her hips against Him, feeling Him thrust into her, softly at first then harder as they found a rhythm. She began to moan louder as He thrust deeper inside her soft wet pussy. "That’s right baby; you like it when Daddy fucks your tight little pussy don’t you?" He said as she thrust even harder against Him. "Yes Daddy, fuck me harder!" she cried.
She could feel the orgasm building fast inside of her. With a moan she yelled out, "Yes Daddy! I'm cumming, I'm cumming! Oh Daaadddyyy!" He gasped as He felt her pussy tighten almost painfully on His cock. He felt her juices run down Him as she continued to thrust her hips against Him. He could feel her orgasm shake her body. She could feel His cock huge and throbbing inside of her.
One more thrust and she heard Him call out with a moan, "Oh yeah baby. Daddy's gonna cum too!" She felt the thick, hot ropes of cum fill her already throbbing pussy. As His cum shot inside her, she felt another orgasm overtake her. He gasped again as He felt her tighten on His cock again. She slumped forward, His cock still inside her. "That’s my girl, that’s Daddy's good girl," He whispered to her as the aftershocks of their orgasms rippled throughout them both. He petted her hair and kissed her forehead. She sighed in contentment and rolled off of Him. She wrapped her arms around His neck and kissed Him softly. He held her close as she drifted back to sleep. His heart ached with love as He watched her sleep, nestled comfortably in His arms. He held her tight. She was, and always would be, His little girl.
She slowly came awake; trying to figure out what was waking her. She smiled as she felt His hands petting her hair. She quickly opened her eyes and met His gaze. "Aw, I was trying not to wake you up sweetheart," He said quietly, "You are just too beautiful. Daddy couldn't keep his hands off you." She smiled as her heart nearly burst with love for Him. "It's ok Daddy. If you're awake I wanna be awake too," she said smiling brightly. "I know baby girl, you are so good to your Daddy," He said smiling back.
He pulled her close to His body, feeling her soft naked flesh against His hairy chest. She laughed and squirmed as He tickled her sides gently. In one quick motion, she reached down and grasped Him between the legs. He gasped and said, "Well I guess that’s one way to get out of a good tickle." She only laughed and started to stroke Him.
"Oh no you don't missy," He proclaimed, taking her hand off of His already rigid cock. "I'm gonna have my breakfast first." With a wicked smile, He rolled her onto her back and chuckled at her confused expression. Without taking His eyes off of hers He began to slowly kiss her smooth belly and trace His fingers up and down her sides. He continued to kiss her, moving down to her thighs. Understanding suddenly dawned on her face, and He chuckled and gave her the smile that always melted her heart.
"That’s right baby, Daddy is gonna take real good care of you this morning," He said before returning to her now quivering thigh. She gasped as He reached her pubic mound and kissed it lightly. She raised her hips to His face as He started to pull away. He kissed her again and said, "Eager this morning, huh? Well that’s just fine darling. I want you to enjoy it." She gasped as He kissed her again, this time a little lower and not nearly as soft. "I love you with all my heart Daddy," she said in a wavering voice. "Daddy loves you too sweetheart. You're my little angel," He told her as He drew closer to her already wet pussy.
He nuzzled His nose into the soft hair lining her opening. She moaned lightly and again pushed her hips toward his face. He slowly stuck His tongue out and tasted her wet slit. She moaned more insistently as she felt His tongue against her. Without waiting any longer, He plunged His tongue between her slippery lips and probed deeper into her. As He dragged His tongue up her slit He reached up and pulled the hood back, exposing her tender clit. He felt her gasp as the cool air played across her sensitive clit. Slowly He flicked His tongue across the tiny bump and smiled at the rush of wetness from her already soaked pussy.
"Do you wanna cum for Daddy already little one?" He asked, lifting his mouth from her. "Yes Daddy," she replied in a soft voice. Without waiting another second He returned His lips to her dripping slit and began to lap up her sweet juices. She moaned even harder as his tongue traveled lower and began to dart in and out of her. He pressed His nose against her throbbing clit as He continued to fuck her with His tongue.
"I'm gonna cum Daddy!" she exclaimed as He worked even faster inside of her. With a loud moan she jerked as the orgasm ripped through her body. He felt her pussy tighten on His tongue, but continued to slide in and out of her, lapping up the rush of juices. She moaned again as a second orgasm tore through her already shaking body.
"That’s my girl," He said, kissing her pussy lips as He licked up the remaining cum from her. "Oh Daddy, I love you so much. You are so good to me," she said panting as He moved back up the bed to lie next to her. "And you are my sweet angel," He said, wrapping His arms around her shaking frame. Slowly she turned toward Him and licked her juices from His face. Neither of them could ever remember being happier. He sighed as He felt her warm tongue darting across His face. He pulled her even closer and kissed her forehead as she drifted back off to sleep. With a smile, He closed His eyes and followed her example. Soon both of them were sound asleep again, both with identical smiles of satisfaction on their faces as they lay together.
Part 2
She opened her eyes a little and looked over at Him. Good, Daddy was still asleep. Carefully she eased up, being extra careful not to wake Him. This time it was His turn for a morning surprise.
She scooted down the bed and leaned toward Him, but before she could get her mouth anywhere near Daddy's cock, she heard Him. "And just what do you think you're doing little girl?" He asked without opening His eyes. She breathed a heavy sigh. "I thought You were asleep Daddy," she replied. "How do You always know everything?" He chuckled. "Because I'm your Daddy sweetheart. Knowing everything is my job. Now come give Daddy a kiss," He said.
She sprung up the bed and gave Him a big kiss. As she started to pull away she felt His hands hold her to Him and His tongue part her lips. Eagerly she kissed Him back. She always loved it when Daddy kissed her like this, crushing her whole body to His, feeling His tongue probing her mouth and twining around her tongue.
As they kissed He ran His hand down her side and between her legs. She gasped at His touch and tried to pull away. "Relax baby girl, I'm just seeing how wet you are for your Daddy," He said in a gentle tone. Instantly she relaxed against Him and let His fingers explore her slit. She could tell she was very wet already and His fingers were only making her wetter. She could tell by His grunt that He was surprised she was already so wet. "I was gonna surprise you Daddy, before You woke up," she murmured into His ear. "And just what was my angel gonna do for her Daddy?" He asked, sounding amused.
"I was gonna suck my Daddy's big hard cock until He woke up enough to really enjoy it," she said seriously. "I want You to cum hard in my mouth Daddy." He smiled as He said, "Well baby, don’t let me stop you." With a grin she kissed Him quickly on the cheek and began to scoot back down the bed towards His now rock hard cock.
She ran her hands down His thighs as she watched His already hard cock get bigger. Slowly she ran her hands up the insides of His thighs, savoring how He was already breathing heavy in anticipation. She moved her right hand towards His balls and gently squeezed them. He let out a gasp of pleasure when He felt her hand cup him and her fingers gently pushing against Him. She slid her other hand around the base of His cock. She could already see pre-cum on the tip. She quickly darted her tongue out to taste it. She loved the way her Daddy tasted, so salty and warm. He heard Daddy gasp as her wet little tongue touched His sensitive head.
"That’s my girl. Suck Daddy's cock baby," He whispered. She felt herself get even wetter as He whispered to her. She loved to suck Daddy. She wrapped her lips around His cock. She always loved the way it felt, the skin so soft, but hard and tight and warm to the touch. He groaned as He felt her warm little mouth around Him. She began to move up and down His shaft, flicking her tongue across it as she did. He could feel the waves of pleasure radiating through Him each time her lips traveled across His sensitive shaft. As she sucked she gently massaged His balls in her other hand. She tightened her grip around the thick base of His shaft and felt His whole cock start to throb in her mouth. Quickly she began to increase her speed on His shaft. She could feel His cock jerking in her mouth as she began to suck harder and faster, running her tongue up and down the underside of His cock.
"That’s it baby, don’t stop. Daddy's gonna cum," He moaned. She could feel Him breathing hard and pumping His hips against her face as she sucked His cock even faster. With a loud moan He thrust into her mouth and came. She could feel His thick hot cum filling her mouth as she greedily swallowed it down. She continued to milk the cum from His throbbing cock until there was none left. Quickly she removed her mouth and began to lick Him clean. "That’s my good little girl. Clean Daddy's cock," He said as she continued to lick Him.
With a smile she crawled back up to Him and lay in His arms. He kissed her hair and told her with quiet whispers how proud He was and how much He loved His little girl. "Now Daddy is gonna do something for you baby. Do you want Daddy to cum inside you?" He asked. "Yes Daddy," she replied in a whisper. "Then come here baby," He said, tugging her on top of Him. She was amazed to see that He was already getting hard again. He noticed her looking at His quickly hardening cock. "That’s right baby; see how much Daddy wants you?"
She gasped as she felt Him grab her ass and lift her onto Him. She sat straddling Him. They could both feel her juices running down her legs and onto Him. "Daddy loves His little angel," He said quietly, "and now Daddy wants her to feel good and cum for Him. Can you cum for Daddy baby?" "Oh yes Daddy," she replied breathlessly, "I wanna cum all over Your hard cock."
He gasped as He felt her lower herself onto Him. She felt His cock grow even harder inside of her warm, wet little pussy. She began to pump her hips against Him, feeling Him thrust into her, softly at first then harder as they found a rhythm. She began to moan louder as He thrust deeper inside her soft wet pussy. "That’s right baby; you like it when Daddy fucks your tight little pussy don’t you?" He said as she thrust even harder against Him. "Yes Daddy, fuck me harder!" she cried.
She could feel the orgasm building fast inside of her. With a moan she yelled out, "Yes Daddy! I'm cumming, I'm cumming! Oh Daaadddyyy!" He gasped as He felt her pussy tighten almost painfully on His cock. He felt her juices run down Him as she continued to thrust her hips against Him. He could feel her orgasm shake her body. She could feel His cock huge and throbbing inside of her.
One more thrust and she heard Him call out with a moan, "Oh yeah baby. Daddy's gonna cum too!" She felt the thick, hot ropes of cum fill her already throbbing pussy. As His cum shot inside her, she felt another orgasm overtake her. He gasped again as He felt her tighten on His cock again. She slumped forward, His cock still inside her. "That’s my girl, that’s Daddy's good girl," He whispered to her as the aftershocks of their orgasms rippled throughout them both. He petted her hair and kissed her forehead. She sighed in contentment and rolled off of Him. She wrapped her arms around His neck and kissed Him softly. He held her close as she drifted back to sleep. His heart ached with love as He watched her sleep, nestled comfortably in His arms. He held her tight. She was, and always would be, His little girl.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Ok, Here's a Treat....I Hope
I thought I was done posting for the night, but I decided to post one of my Daddy stories. Its been nagging at me lately and I suppose it wants to be read. Its called "Daddy's Pet" and I wrote it about my favorite types of restraints. Obviously I love ball gags (i think there is another post about that) but I also love being chained up and cuffed to sturdy pieces of furniture. So without further ado...
She lay comfortably on the floor near the bedroom door. She sighed and wiggled to relieve the numbness that was spreading throughout her legs. As she moved she felt the weight on her neck increase as her chain dropped from her shoulder to the floor with a clanking sound. She smiled as she picked up the heavy links and dropped them back, feeling the weight once again drag at her neck.
She loved the way her chain sounded and felt as it clanked and clicked when she moved. She always looked forward to the days when Daddy left her this way, chained short so she couldn’t stand, with nothing to do but wait for His return.
She sighed again as she thought of Him. She always hated to be away from Him, the thought nearly brought her to tears. She missed His hands on her body. She suppressed a shudder as she imagined His homecoming tonight. She could feel herself start to get wet and quickly stopped her daydreaming. She would hate for Daddy to find out she had cum without Him. It wasn’t the punishment she would receive that she feared; it was the unhappy look on Daddy's face that always made her feel the worst when she failed to obey Him.
The silence of the house lulled her back to her half-sleeping state. She was almost asleep when the scrape of a key at the door snapped her back to full attention. With an excited smile she crawled as far as her chain would allow and knelt wriggling with happiness on the floor.
As soon as He entered, He was greeted by her enthusiastic shout. "Daddy!" she exclaimed. The smile she loved so much appeared on His face as He looked down at her smiling face. He quickly crossed the room to her. He reached down to run his fingers through her hair as He asked her how she felt today. He couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she looked, naked and chained to the bed by her collar. This morning He had debated locking her wrists together too, but wasn’t sure how long He would be gone and didn’t want to risk something happening while she was totally helpless without Him.
"I'm so glad you're home Daddy," she said as He knelt next to her on the floor. "I missed you so much." He felt a pang of guilt for having to leave her alone for so long and quickly pulled her into His lap. "Its ok now baby, Daddy's home," He whispered into her ear as He lightly ran His fingers over her tummy. He was surprised to feel how cool her skin was. "Are you cold angel?" He asked. Suppressing a shiver she replied, "A little bit, but I'll be ok now that you're home to hold me Daddy."
Slowly He unhooked the chain from her collar savoring how the links sounded as He dropped it back to the floor. He stood and pulled her up into His arms and took her to the bed. Quickly she snuggled into the heavy blankets as He turned down the air conditioning. He stripped off His clothes and crawled into the bed next to her. She snuggled close to Him as He folded her into His arms.
"Better sweetheart?" He inquired. "Yes, Daddy. Much better," she replied in a sleepy voice. "Then roll over honey and let Daddy feel that cute ass against Him," He whispered into her ear. She immediately complied, liking the way His cock stiffened against her tender ass cheeks. He reached above her head and grabbed the cuffs that were dangling from the headboard. When she peered up at what He was doing, she smiled at Him and raised both her wrists to the cuffs. He expertly buckled her wrists in as He had done so often before.
"Roll over on your belly baby. Daddy wants that sweet ass," He said softly. She giggled as she rolled, wrists stuck out and now chained to the headboard. She tried to turn her head so she could watch Him ready His already erect cock to penetrate her tight ass. He saw what she was trying to do and moved so she could get a better view of His hard cock. Seeing her eyes sparkle with lust and adoration only turned Him on more as He began to move Himself between her legs and toward her ass.
He smiled slightly as He saw how wet she already was. "Were you good for Daddy today while He was gone?" He asked as He slowly rubbed the head of His cock against her wet slit. "Yes Daddy, very good," she replied breathlessly. She couldn’t wait for Him to fuck her like this. "Good girl. Daddy got you a present. You want it baby?" He teased. "Yes Daddy," she said curiously.
With a smile He reached down to the floor by the bed and brought out her present. "Close your eyes baby and keep them closed until I tell you to open them," He said to her. With her present in one hand, he reached up to her head with both hands and carefully placed the rubber ball at her lips. As He expected, she never opened her eyes, just opened her mouth and took whatever it was He pressed against her lips. "That’s my good girl," He praised her as He pulled the straps around to the back of her head and fastened them. "You can open your eyes now baby girl," He told her. She obeyed and He smiled even wider at her look of excitement when she realized exactly what her new present was. She smiled at Him around her new ball gag and shifted to offer Him easy access to her ass.
Smiling at her reaction, He wet His cock in her pussy, being careful not to let it slide all the way in. She arched her back and moaned softly as His cock head touched her pussy lips. Slowly He rubbed His cock against her now moist asshole. She began to moan softly and rock her hips toward Him. Slowly He slid His cock into her tight ass. He gasped at how tight it was. He pushed harder and slid into her even farther as He felt her muscles clench then relax around His cock.
She moaned even louder around the rubber blocking her mouth as He began to slide in and out of her, slowly at first, but quickly picking up speed. She rocked her hips back into His crotch as He slid even farther inside. Both of them gasped as He gave a hard thrust and felt His entire cock slide into her tight little asshole. She moaned louder and began to clench her muscles rhythmically on His cock.
He continued to fuck her harder as He slid His hand around and began to rub her clit. He could feel her juices flowing over His hand and down her thighs. Her muffled moans and cries were pushing Him to the edge. He could feel she was about to climax. "That’s it baby, cum for Daddy," He gasped as she continued to take His cock deep inside her. With a muffled cry, she came, her juices flooding over His hand and soaking the bed below. As He felt her orgasm shake her body He could feel His own about to hit.
Thrusting harder, He cried out. "Oh yeah baby, Daddy's gonna cum! Daddy's gonna cum in your sweet little ass!" He quickly grabbed her collar and pulled it tight against the soft flesh of her neck. She moaned breathlessly and pushed herself into Him as He came. She could feel His hot cum flood her asshole. She cried out again, the sound muffled by the gag. He could feel her tighten as He continued to spurt hot salty cum into her.
With a final shudder, He began to pull out. As His cock head emerged from her He saw His cum leak out of her ass and down into her pussy. He smiled as He removed her gag. "Did you like Daddy's present little one?" He asked her as He unfastened her wrist cuffs. "Oh yes Daddy. I really did," she said smiling back.
She lay comfortably on the floor near the bedroom door. She sighed and wiggled to relieve the numbness that was spreading throughout her legs. As she moved she felt the weight on her neck increase as her chain dropped from her shoulder to the floor with a clanking sound. She smiled as she picked up the heavy links and dropped them back, feeling the weight once again drag at her neck.
She loved the way her chain sounded and felt as it clanked and clicked when she moved. She always looked forward to the days when Daddy left her this way, chained short so she couldn’t stand, with nothing to do but wait for His return.
She sighed again as she thought of Him. She always hated to be away from Him, the thought nearly brought her to tears. She missed His hands on her body. She suppressed a shudder as she imagined His homecoming tonight. She could feel herself start to get wet and quickly stopped her daydreaming. She would hate for Daddy to find out she had cum without Him. It wasn’t the punishment she would receive that she feared; it was the unhappy look on Daddy's face that always made her feel the worst when she failed to obey Him.
The silence of the house lulled her back to her half-sleeping state. She was almost asleep when the scrape of a key at the door snapped her back to full attention. With an excited smile she crawled as far as her chain would allow and knelt wriggling with happiness on the floor.
As soon as He entered, He was greeted by her enthusiastic shout. "Daddy!" she exclaimed. The smile she loved so much appeared on His face as He looked down at her smiling face. He quickly crossed the room to her. He reached down to run his fingers through her hair as He asked her how she felt today. He couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she looked, naked and chained to the bed by her collar. This morning He had debated locking her wrists together too, but wasn’t sure how long He would be gone and didn’t want to risk something happening while she was totally helpless without Him.
"I'm so glad you're home Daddy," she said as He knelt next to her on the floor. "I missed you so much." He felt a pang of guilt for having to leave her alone for so long and quickly pulled her into His lap. "Its ok now baby, Daddy's home," He whispered into her ear as He lightly ran His fingers over her tummy. He was surprised to feel how cool her skin was. "Are you cold angel?" He asked. Suppressing a shiver she replied, "A little bit, but I'll be ok now that you're home to hold me Daddy."
Slowly He unhooked the chain from her collar savoring how the links sounded as He dropped it back to the floor. He stood and pulled her up into His arms and took her to the bed. Quickly she snuggled into the heavy blankets as He turned down the air conditioning. He stripped off His clothes and crawled into the bed next to her. She snuggled close to Him as He folded her into His arms.
"Better sweetheart?" He inquired. "Yes, Daddy. Much better," she replied in a sleepy voice. "Then roll over honey and let Daddy feel that cute ass against Him," He whispered into her ear. She immediately complied, liking the way His cock stiffened against her tender ass cheeks. He reached above her head and grabbed the cuffs that were dangling from the headboard. When she peered up at what He was doing, she smiled at Him and raised both her wrists to the cuffs. He expertly buckled her wrists in as He had done so often before.
"Roll over on your belly baby. Daddy wants that sweet ass," He said softly. She giggled as she rolled, wrists stuck out and now chained to the headboard. She tried to turn her head so she could watch Him ready His already erect cock to penetrate her tight ass. He saw what she was trying to do and moved so she could get a better view of His hard cock. Seeing her eyes sparkle with lust and adoration only turned Him on more as He began to move Himself between her legs and toward her ass.
He smiled slightly as He saw how wet she already was. "Were you good for Daddy today while He was gone?" He asked as He slowly rubbed the head of His cock against her wet slit. "Yes Daddy, very good," she replied breathlessly. She couldn’t wait for Him to fuck her like this. "Good girl. Daddy got you a present. You want it baby?" He teased. "Yes Daddy," she said curiously.
With a smile He reached down to the floor by the bed and brought out her present. "Close your eyes baby and keep them closed until I tell you to open them," He said to her. With her present in one hand, he reached up to her head with both hands and carefully placed the rubber ball at her lips. As He expected, she never opened her eyes, just opened her mouth and took whatever it was He pressed against her lips. "That’s my good girl," He praised her as He pulled the straps around to the back of her head and fastened them. "You can open your eyes now baby girl," He told her. She obeyed and He smiled even wider at her look of excitement when she realized exactly what her new present was. She smiled at Him around her new ball gag and shifted to offer Him easy access to her ass.
Smiling at her reaction, He wet His cock in her pussy, being careful not to let it slide all the way in. She arched her back and moaned softly as His cock head touched her pussy lips. Slowly He rubbed His cock against her now moist asshole. She began to moan softly and rock her hips toward Him. Slowly He slid His cock into her tight ass. He gasped at how tight it was. He pushed harder and slid into her even farther as He felt her muscles clench then relax around His cock.
She moaned even louder around the rubber blocking her mouth as He began to slide in and out of her, slowly at first, but quickly picking up speed. She rocked her hips back into His crotch as He slid even farther inside. Both of them gasped as He gave a hard thrust and felt His entire cock slide into her tight little asshole. She moaned louder and began to clench her muscles rhythmically on His cock.
He continued to fuck her harder as He slid His hand around and began to rub her clit. He could feel her juices flowing over His hand and down her thighs. Her muffled moans and cries were pushing Him to the edge. He could feel she was about to climax. "That’s it baby, cum for Daddy," He gasped as she continued to take His cock deep inside her. With a muffled cry, she came, her juices flooding over His hand and soaking the bed below. As He felt her orgasm shake her body He could feel His own about to hit.
Thrusting harder, He cried out. "Oh yeah baby, Daddy's gonna cum! Daddy's gonna cum in your sweet little ass!" He quickly grabbed her collar and pulled it tight against the soft flesh of her neck. She moaned breathlessly and pushed herself into Him as He came. She could feel His hot cum flood her asshole. She cried out again, the sound muffled by the gag. He could feel her tighten as He continued to spurt hot salty cum into her.
With a final shudder, He began to pull out. As His cock head emerged from her He saw His cum leak out of her ass and down into her pussy. He smiled as He removed her gag. "Did you like Daddy's present little one?" He asked her as He unfastened her wrist cuffs. "Oh yes Daddy. I really did," she said smiling back.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Missin' My Daddy
Some days I really miss Daddy. We still talk most days. I just wish He wasn't so far away. I invited Him to come visit for Thanksgiving because He was going to spend it alone. I don't know if He will come or not. My husband and I talked about it and he was ok with Daddy coming to visit for a couple days as long as we don't have sex. I don't think that would be a problem since my husband will be off work and he will be around. I dunno how Daddy will feel about that, but I don't care about the sex, I just wanna see Him. I hope He comes. I don't want anyone I love to spend the holidays alone. No one should have to be alone during the family season.
Maybe I'm just overly concerned because I've never really had a good holiday season before. Now that I am on my own and free to do what I want for the holidays, I want to surround myself with my loved ones. I don't feel obligated to spend alot of time with people I don't want to see. Just because some people are my blood relatives, doesn't mean I have to see them if I don't want to. Well, its just a thought. Wish me luck.
Maybe I'm just overly concerned because I've never really had a good holiday season before. Now that I am on my own and free to do what I want for the holidays, I want to surround myself with my loved ones. I don't feel obligated to spend alot of time with people I don't want to see. Just because some people are my blood relatives, doesn't mean I have to see them if I don't want to. Well, its just a thought. Wish me luck.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Stories
I love to write. I have been writing here about my everyday life stuff. Daddy always encouraged me to write here and I also wrote several stories for Him as well. He said to write down everything, my fantasies, my fears and put it into a story for Him to read. I've been thinking alot about putting my stories here. I wrote them for Him and I have His permission to post them, but they are deeply personal. I guess I'm just shy about anyone reading them. I've decided that I shouldn't be afraid and I guess I want others to read and respond to my words. I want to inspire and arouse others with my stories like I have been with other people's stories. I'm much more of a mental person. Sex alone doesn't do it for me. It is what goes on in my head while I'm having sex or in a sexual situation that really gets me off. I guess this is why I would rather read erotica than watch pornography. Maybe that makes me weird, but its not like its the only thing. :-)
That being said, I will post my first story here. I wrote it when I was fantasizing about going away with Daddy when our relationship started. It isn't very erotic, but its special to me in a different kind of way. Its called Anticipation. Enjoy.
Today was the day she had been waiting for. After months of waiting He was coming for her. Her body tingled all over at the thought of Him. She rushed around the house making sure everything was ready. She paused at the kitchen door. Quickly she grabbed up a damp cloth and dropped to her knees. She began to scrub the floor frantically. Everything had to be perfect for Him.
After she was sure everything had been done to prepare for His arrival, she hopped into the shower. She washed her hair and slowly began to sponge her body with a soapy cloth. She ran the cloth over the sides of her ample breasts, slowly rubbing across her erect nipples. Her body shuddered as the rough texture of the washcloth excited her already aching body. She could hardly contain a moan as she thought of His hands caressing her tender flesh.
She slowly ran the cloth over her tummy with one hand, soaping her hot skin, as the other hand rubbed her hard nipple. He was really coming for her. The very thought sent another, stronger wave of pleasure over her body. She moved her hand to her inner thigh and felt the supple flesh as she pressed against it. Daddy. That one word crossed her mind as her hand took the final trip to her soft, wet slit. Plunging her fingers inside, she moaned. His hands. Touching her. It was too much. With a cry she felt the new wetness run down her legs as her orgasm ripped through her body.
With a smile she finished washing and left her bath. She toweled her body dry and dressed quickly. She would never keep Him waiting. It was almost time. He was almost here; she could feel Him close to her. With a shiver, she checked everything one last time. All of her things were already packed and ready to leave as soon as He gave the word. She couldn’t believe how lucky she was. She was so grateful to Him for everything he had done these last few months. He was always patient, always kind, never pushing her farther than He knew she could go. Always driving her to know and love herself as He did. He seemed to know her better than she had ever known herself. Through His eyes she saw what she had failed to see her entire life, her own self-worth, and she knew she would follow him anywhere for the rest of her life.
A heavy deliberate knock pulled her back to reality. Without taking a breath she moved to the door. She grasped the doorknob and willed herself to breathe. Daddy, here for her at last. The very thought sent chills over her whole body. With a trembling breath, she opened the door. The first things she saw were His eyes. They caught her up and held her spellbound. She had never seen eyes so kind and understanding, eyes that said they knew her entirely and loved her more than anyone ever had or ever would.
Slowly she reached out and touched his cheek without breaking eye contact. He raised his hand, her eyes drawn to the motion. She watched as He covered her hand in His. At the first touch of His hand, she was paralyzed. It was too good to be true. After months of planning and hoping, He was really here. The thought made her dizzy and she struggled not to faint. Without taking His hand off of hers, He reached out and pulled her to Him. She felt herself snap back entirely as His scent filled her nose. He smelled so warm, so real. He was here at last. Her Daddy had come for her.
She felt his lips move against her ear as His warm breath tickled across her neck. "I missed you my angel," He said. With tears in her eyes she looked into His and said softly, "Take me home Daddy, I'm ready." He slowly released her body and took her hand in His. He led her outside to where the car waited to take her to her new life, her new life with her perfect Daddy. The thought made her heart nearly burst with love for Him.
Slowly she followed Him to the car as He opened her door and placed her inside. He grabbed her bag and put it in the back, then got in next to her. He turned to her and looked at her in a way that made her feel like the only woman in the world. He grasped her hand in one of His and smiled at her. She felt her heart skip a beat and knew then without any doubts that for once in her life, she was doing the right thing. Smiling back she released His hand so He could start the car. As soon as it was done, He grasped her hand again in His. As He drove them to the airport, she felt the last of her worries slide away. It was really happening; He had come for her like she knew He would. Nothing had gone wrong, and now nothing ever would again.
That being said, I will post my first story here. I wrote it when I was fantasizing about going away with Daddy when our relationship started. It isn't very erotic, but its special to me in a different kind of way. Its called Anticipation. Enjoy.
Today was the day she had been waiting for. After months of waiting He was coming for her. Her body tingled all over at the thought of Him. She rushed around the house making sure everything was ready. She paused at the kitchen door. Quickly she grabbed up a damp cloth and dropped to her knees. She began to scrub the floor frantically. Everything had to be perfect for Him.
After she was sure everything had been done to prepare for His arrival, she hopped into the shower. She washed her hair and slowly began to sponge her body with a soapy cloth. She ran the cloth over the sides of her ample breasts, slowly rubbing across her erect nipples. Her body shuddered as the rough texture of the washcloth excited her already aching body. She could hardly contain a moan as she thought of His hands caressing her tender flesh.
She slowly ran the cloth over her tummy with one hand, soaping her hot skin, as the other hand rubbed her hard nipple. He was really coming for her. The very thought sent another, stronger wave of pleasure over her body. She moved her hand to her inner thigh and felt the supple flesh as she pressed against it. Daddy. That one word crossed her mind as her hand took the final trip to her soft, wet slit. Plunging her fingers inside, she moaned. His hands. Touching her. It was too much. With a cry she felt the new wetness run down her legs as her orgasm ripped through her body.
With a smile she finished washing and left her bath. She toweled her body dry and dressed quickly. She would never keep Him waiting. It was almost time. He was almost here; she could feel Him close to her. With a shiver, she checked everything one last time. All of her things were already packed and ready to leave as soon as He gave the word. She couldn’t believe how lucky she was. She was so grateful to Him for everything he had done these last few months. He was always patient, always kind, never pushing her farther than He knew she could go. Always driving her to know and love herself as He did. He seemed to know her better than she had ever known herself. Through His eyes she saw what she had failed to see her entire life, her own self-worth, and she knew she would follow him anywhere for the rest of her life.
A heavy deliberate knock pulled her back to reality. Without taking a breath she moved to the door. She grasped the doorknob and willed herself to breathe. Daddy, here for her at last. The very thought sent chills over her whole body. With a trembling breath, she opened the door. The first things she saw were His eyes. They caught her up and held her spellbound. She had never seen eyes so kind and understanding, eyes that said they knew her entirely and loved her more than anyone ever had or ever would.
Slowly she reached out and touched his cheek without breaking eye contact. He raised his hand, her eyes drawn to the motion. She watched as He covered her hand in His. At the first touch of His hand, she was paralyzed. It was too good to be true. After months of planning and hoping, He was really here. The thought made her dizzy and she struggled not to faint. Without taking His hand off of hers, He reached out and pulled her to Him. She felt herself snap back entirely as His scent filled her nose. He smelled so warm, so real. He was here at last. Her Daddy had come for her.
She felt his lips move against her ear as His warm breath tickled across her neck. "I missed you my angel," He said. With tears in her eyes she looked into His and said softly, "Take me home Daddy, I'm ready." He slowly released her body and took her hand in His. He led her outside to where the car waited to take her to her new life, her new life with her perfect Daddy. The thought made her heart nearly burst with love for Him.
Slowly she followed Him to the car as He opened her door and placed her inside. He grabbed her bag and put it in the back, then got in next to her. He turned to her and looked at her in a way that made her feel like the only woman in the world. He grasped her hand in one of His and smiled at her. She felt her heart skip a beat and knew then without any doubts that for once in her life, she was doing the right thing. Smiling back she released His hand so He could start the car. As soon as it was done, He grasped her hand again in His. As He drove them to the airport, she felt the last of her worries slide away. It was really happening; He had come for her like she knew He would. Nothing had gone wrong, and now nothing ever would again.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Vanilla...Not Just for Pudding Anymore!
Some days I wish I were vanilla. My life would be so much easier without my need for Dominance. I need to feel submissive in my relationships, but most vanilla guys just can't handle that. They want an "equal partnership". And when I try to explain that its ok to use me in any and every way they can think of, they look at me like I'm nuts.
There is a real difference between being a person with a dominant personality type, and actually being a Dominant. Vanilla dominants just can't ever be a Dom no matter how much you love each other and want it to work. Even if everything else is great, you have to ask yourself how important is your submission? Because if the relationship can work vanilla style, but never with any kink, that question becomes very important.
You can try to drop the kink and live vanilla, but is it satisfying? Its not for me. That is why I have Daddy. He knows and understands me and what I need more completely than my husband. I love my husband, but I know now that he will never be everything I need. So now I am forced to choose: my unsatisfying vanilla life with my husband, or my satisfying life of adultery with Daddy.
I really wish I could "do the right thing" and go back to my husband and drop the kink forever and life a "normal" vanilla life and be happy. That last part is the problem, happiness. The last time I tried this way, I wasn't really very happy at all. I felt like I was hiding a big secret and constantly wearing a mask so he wouldn't see what I needed. Daddy saw through the mask like it wasn't even there. He gives me everything I need and I am so grateful for everything He does for me. But the fact remains, I am married. I just wish I didn't have to choose.
There is a real difference between being a person with a dominant personality type, and actually being a Dominant. Vanilla dominants just can't ever be a Dom no matter how much you love each other and want it to work. Even if everything else is great, you have to ask yourself how important is your submission? Because if the relationship can work vanilla style, but never with any kink, that question becomes very important.
You can try to drop the kink and live vanilla, but is it satisfying? Its not for me. That is why I have Daddy. He knows and understands me and what I need more completely than my husband. I love my husband, but I know now that he will never be everything I need. So now I am forced to choose: my unsatisfying vanilla life with my husband, or my satisfying life of adultery with Daddy.
I really wish I could "do the right thing" and go back to my husband and drop the kink forever and life a "normal" vanilla life and be happy. That last part is the problem, happiness. The last time I tried this way, I wasn't really very happy at all. I felt like I was hiding a big secret and constantly wearing a mask so he wouldn't see what I needed. Daddy saw through the mask like it wasn't even there. He gives me everything I need and I am so grateful for everything He does for me. But the fact remains, I am married. I just wish I didn't have to choose.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Phoned
I talked to Daddy today. I feel scared and excited every time I hear His voice. I can't help but want to do whatever He says, to tell Him everything. I know that I hurt Him very, very badly when I didn't go like we planned. I want to make it up to Him. I know now that no one can replace Him, no matter how much I care for them. He is my Daddy Dom and no one can ever take His place in my heart. I love Him with all of me, the true me, and I know that despite doubts, I am and always have been His.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Whats A sub Without A Dom?
Daddy wanted me to come to Him. He was going to buy my ticket and I was going to leave last Thursday. It was everything I had wanted, everything I had dreamed about for months. But Wednesday night, I knew I couldn't do it.
I called Him and told Him I couldn't go. I didn't know why then and I still don't know why. Something inside of me just wouldn't allow me to take that step. I am heartbroken, and not just for myself. I hurt the one man that has truly seen what I am. I did the one thing I never wanted to do again. I hurt someone I love. Not even accidentally, but by purposely doing something that I knew would hurt another person to the core. Its times like this I ask what is wrong with me? Why am I like this?
I wonder if I am doing the right thing. Its too late now. I just hope my instincts were right and that there really is a reason I stayed. There are plenty of "practical" reasons, I just wonder what my heart was thinking this time.
I called Him and told Him I couldn't go. I didn't know why then and I still don't know why. Something inside of me just wouldn't allow me to take that step. I am heartbroken, and not just for myself. I hurt the one man that has truly seen what I am. I did the one thing I never wanted to do again. I hurt someone I love. Not even accidentally, but by purposely doing something that I knew would hurt another person to the core. Its times like this I ask what is wrong with me? Why am I like this?
I wonder if I am doing the right thing. Its too late now. I just hope my instincts were right and that there really is a reason I stayed. There are plenty of "practical" reasons, I just wonder what my heart was thinking this time.
Friday, October 3, 2008
His Reasons
I was feeling pretty down the other day and Daddy knew it. He could tell something was wrong, but I didn't know what it was so we just talked for a bit and I hung up for the night. The next time I checked my email, I noticed that I had gotten a couple from Him. One was a story to go along with one I wrote for Him a while back. The other was a list of reasons. He had written it to cheer me up and it sure worked. I was crying by the time I finished the story, and sobbing by the time I read the reasons. He told me I could post it here, as long as I promised not to "fix" His punctuation. He told me that He wrote it that way because that is how He thinks. (i.e. comma free). He knows that I am the Comma Queen when it comes to writing. I love commas and use them even when it isn't warranted. So here is the email I got from Him in its original, unpunctuated form.
Reasons:
I don't really where to start my love. I just want to let you know how special you are to me. From the minute I started to think about you this just poured forward.
I love you because you are smart you love to laugh even at my cheesy jokes you are open with me you never doubt me when i do things that are good for you, you always make time for us you always watch my back you always make me feel better when I am low you always listen to me even when you don't want to you are willing to do anything for me/us you always tell me when you do the wrong things you always work your hardest to make up for mistakes you always keep yourself open to the world even though you don't like the people in it you always make it your business to take care of everything you always do your chores you are willing to always keep an open mind and the best reason for this whole list: YOU are the reason. you are the best reason in the world.
I love you my little one. You are daddy's angel. You are my heart. You are my love. Daddy loves you.
I wish so many things. But You are the best reason to keep me going. And we are going to do this. Daddy needs you.
Reasons:
I don't really where to start my love. I just want to let you know how special you are to me. From the minute I started to think about you this just poured forward.
I love you because you are smart you love to laugh even at my cheesy jokes you are open with me you never doubt me when i do things that are good for you, you always make time for us you always watch my back you always make me feel better when I am low you always listen to me even when you don't want to you are willing to do anything for me/us you always tell me when you do the wrong things you always work your hardest to make up for mistakes you always keep yourself open to the world even though you don't like the people in it you always make it your business to take care of everything you always do your chores you are willing to always keep an open mind and the best reason for this whole list: YOU are the reason. you are the best reason in the world.
I love you my little one. You are daddy's angel. You are my heart. You are my love. Daddy loves you.
I wish so many things. But You are the best reason to keep me going. And we are going to do this. Daddy needs you.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Birthdays
As my birthday gets closer, I feel the moodiness and minor depression that always accompanies it. I tell myself that I am not old enough to be depressed by my birthdays, but deep down I know that it has nothing to do with age. I have always been disappointed by my birthdays for as long as I can remember. The last time I actually had a birthday party was when I turned 11.
After that year, my mother either forgot my birthday entirely, or used it as an excuse to throw herself and her friends a party instead. I learned to dread my birthdays for these reasons. Even though I am on my own now, and have been, I still can't help the creeping depression that comes over me this time of year. I have tried to throw myself a party, but it always makes me feel even more lonely and sad.
I had hoped that this year would be different, now that Daddy and I are together. However, He told me that He can't make it here in time for my birthday. I knew that this would probably happen, but deep down I had hoped for a birthday miracle. I don't want to sound childish and greedy, but just this once I had hoped for a special day unlike the birthdays of the past. It sounds horrible of me to complain like this, but I can't stave off the disappointment I am feeling about it. I know that Daddy and I will have many more birthdays for me to celebrate, I just wanted the first one to be special in some way. I hate being this far apart from Daddy.
Ok I am going to stop whining and wallowing in self pity now. I hate to feel this selfish and childish. This is the little girl part of me I usually refuse to indulge and for good reason. I can't usually stand myself when I am like this. So I am going to push through this funk this year and be the best I can for Daddy. After all, that is what I have dedicated myself to.
After that year, my mother either forgot my birthday entirely, or used it as an excuse to throw herself and her friends a party instead. I learned to dread my birthdays for these reasons. Even though I am on my own now, and have been, I still can't help the creeping depression that comes over me this time of year. I have tried to throw myself a party, but it always makes me feel even more lonely and sad.
I had hoped that this year would be different, now that Daddy and I are together. However, He told me that He can't make it here in time for my birthday. I knew that this would probably happen, but deep down I had hoped for a birthday miracle. I don't want to sound childish and greedy, but just this once I had hoped for a special day unlike the birthdays of the past. It sounds horrible of me to complain like this, but I can't stave off the disappointment I am feeling about it. I know that Daddy and I will have many more birthdays for me to celebrate, I just wanted the first one to be special in some way. I hate being this far apart from Daddy.
Ok I am going to stop whining and wallowing in self pity now. I hate to feel this selfish and childish. This is the little girl part of me I usually refuse to indulge and for good reason. I can't usually stand myself when I am like this. So I am going to push through this funk this year and be the best I can for Daddy. After all, that is what I have dedicated myself to.
Punishment
One thing Daddy hates more than any single other thing I do is when I criticize myself harshly. I often believe that I am not good enough, and fear that I will never be good enough for Him. We have talked about it several times, and I thought I had it under control. However, last night I slipped up. I was talking with my cousin and another friend until my bedtime was past. Daddy text me not long after I noticed this. I ignored the text and tried to get them to leave so I could call Him like I'm supposed to. I didn't want Him to know that they were still here and that I wasn't ready for bed. I knew I was going to be in trouble so I tried to get them to leave before Daddy called.
Well as the phone rang, I panicked a bit. I told my cousin she had to go to bed and practically begged her and the friend to leave before I answered the phone. When I answered I could tell Daddy was pissed. His voice was low and gruff like it is when He is very upset. He asked why I was ignoring Him. I tried to keep a light voice as I told Him that I wasn't ignoring Him, I just wasn't tired yet. Big mistake. His voice was practically a deep growl as He told me He didn't care if I was tired or not, I was going to bed and that He shouldn't have let me stay up late the last two nights. He asked why I hadn't called Him like I was supposed to. I can't lie to Daddy so I told Him how I couldn't get my cousin to leave on time like He told me to and that I was still wound up from talking and joking with them and I didn't want Him to be angry or disappointed in me for not doing what He said to and that I just wasn't good enough. Mistake number two.
For anyone who hasn't had a long distance punishment, let me tell you, its worse than getting one from Daddy himself. He uses me as His proxy for giving out my punishments. So as you can imagine, they aren't nice or easy and He makes me do twice as much to myself because He knows it is a lot harder to hurt myself like I need.
First He had me dig my nails into my lower ass cheek as deep and as hard as I could. Then He sent me into the bathroom and made me kneel on the linoleum. Then He had me squeeze my chest down as hard as I could with my fingers and palm. This was especially hard because of the large size of my breasts, they don't go flat. Anyway then I had to look in the mirror and repeat to Him that I didn't deserve Him and smack myself in the face every time I said it. After three good, hard, cheek reddening slaps He let me stop. He asked me if I understood how wrong I was when I said that. I said Yes Daddy. He told me that it isn't up to me whether I'm good enough or not. As long as I am doing my best for Him, He said that it isn't my decision, its His. He said He will let me know if I need improvement, and mistakes don't make me less worthy, they make me human.
I know He is right. I gave up the ability to make that decision when I accepted Him as my Daddy Dom. I gave Him the power to decide and choose for me. I know this, it is just so hard with Him being so far away. I want to be with Him more than anything. I would have given almost anything to have been kneeling in His bathroom, waiting for His hand or belt to strike. Punishing myself is more of a punishment just because I would give almost anything for even the closeness of a slap. When I punish myself for Him, it just feels empty. I don't really know how to describe it. I guess its one of those things that you understand because you've been there, or you just don't get. Either way, I cannot wait until I am with Daddy. Only one more month.
Well as the phone rang, I panicked a bit. I told my cousin she had to go to bed and practically begged her and the friend to leave before I answered the phone. When I answered I could tell Daddy was pissed. His voice was low and gruff like it is when He is very upset. He asked why I was ignoring Him. I tried to keep a light voice as I told Him that I wasn't ignoring Him, I just wasn't tired yet. Big mistake. His voice was practically a deep growl as He told me He didn't care if I was tired or not, I was going to bed and that He shouldn't have let me stay up late the last two nights. He asked why I hadn't called Him like I was supposed to. I can't lie to Daddy so I told Him how I couldn't get my cousin to leave on time like He told me to and that I was still wound up from talking and joking with them and I didn't want Him to be angry or disappointed in me for not doing what He said to and that I just wasn't good enough. Mistake number two.
For anyone who hasn't had a long distance punishment, let me tell you, its worse than getting one from Daddy himself. He uses me as His proxy for giving out my punishments. So as you can imagine, they aren't nice or easy and He makes me do twice as much to myself because He knows it is a lot harder to hurt myself like I need.
First He had me dig my nails into my lower ass cheek as deep and as hard as I could. Then He sent me into the bathroom and made me kneel on the linoleum. Then He had me squeeze my chest down as hard as I could with my fingers and palm. This was especially hard because of the large size of my breasts, they don't go flat. Anyway then I had to look in the mirror and repeat to Him that I didn't deserve Him and smack myself in the face every time I said it. After three good, hard, cheek reddening slaps He let me stop. He asked me if I understood how wrong I was when I said that. I said Yes Daddy. He told me that it isn't up to me whether I'm good enough or not. As long as I am doing my best for Him, He said that it isn't my decision, its His. He said He will let me know if I need improvement, and mistakes don't make me less worthy, they make me human.
I know He is right. I gave up the ability to make that decision when I accepted Him as my Daddy Dom. I gave Him the power to decide and choose for me. I know this, it is just so hard with Him being so far away. I want to be with Him more than anything. I would have given almost anything to have been kneeling in His bathroom, waiting for His hand or belt to strike. Punishing myself is more of a punishment just because I would give almost anything for even the closeness of a slap. When I punish myself for Him, it just feels empty. I don't really know how to describe it. I guess its one of those things that you understand because you've been there, or you just don't get. Either way, I cannot wait until I am with Daddy. Only one more month.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Literature
I am, and always have been, in love with books. I taught myself to read before I was 4 and have not stopped reading since. I love to read almost anything. Words are like water for my mind and my soul. Nothing else I do strictly for myself nourishes me like reading. However, I have always had little patience for "romance" novels. I have tried to read these several times, but could never find myself interested enough to keep reading after the first dozen pages. To me the people and situations are too unrealistic and poorly thought out. Besides, why read about some one's ideal vanilla love life, when I am living one that is so much better for real.
This is not to say that I don't read erotica. I love a good story as long as its well written. Daddy frequently sends me stories He has found when I have been good. But all of the stories I read have a degree of kink to them. For me, "normal" sex is boring to read about. It can be fun and enjoyable in practice, but if I want a fantasy, its not going to be that. The problem I have encountered however, is not finding kinky erotic stories, the problem is finding kinky erotic books.The town where I am currently living has no adult bookstores, in fact the closest one is quite a drive. Most of the adult stores nearby only sell toys and peepshows. The closest regular bookstore is a half-hour drive, and they won't carry anything that would interest me. (i.e. anything with BDSM content).
Ordinarily things like this don't bother me. I have a plethora of online erotica to choose from. However, to me nothing compares to a tangible book in my hand. I love the feel of smooth pages turning between my fingers, the smell of new paper and glue, the ability to pick it up off the shelf and peruse its content at any time, and yes, even the ache in my hands from holding it for hours on end. I love it all.
Enter Aunt S. She saved me from the delusion that no tangible erotica of the BDSM variety exists. I was starting to wonder if anyone published it at all. After we were done cleaning the bedroom closet Sunday, she handed me a book entitled The Marketplace. This book and the series it belongs to, is the reason my posts have been short and seldom for the last few days. I couldn't put it down. I suggest anyone that is interested in an actual cohesive, well written plot, pick this up. It is not like normal fantasy BDSM erotica. It deals with the training of slaves in a professional and realistic fashion. The mood of the story changes rapidly depending on the situations described and really give the reader a true feel for the characters.
I won't talk too much and ruin it for anyone who hasn't read it. Suffice to say, I enjoyed the first one very much and look forward to starting the second as soon as I post this. Thanks again Auntie!
This is not to say that I don't read erotica. I love a good story as long as its well written. Daddy frequently sends me stories He has found when I have been good. But all of the stories I read have a degree of kink to them. For me, "normal" sex is boring to read about. It can be fun and enjoyable in practice, but if I want a fantasy, its not going to be that. The problem I have encountered however, is not finding kinky erotic stories, the problem is finding kinky erotic books.The town where I am currently living has no adult bookstores, in fact the closest one is quite a drive. Most of the adult stores nearby only sell toys and peepshows. The closest regular bookstore is a half-hour drive, and they won't carry anything that would interest me. (i.e. anything with BDSM content).
Ordinarily things like this don't bother me. I have a plethora of online erotica to choose from. However, to me nothing compares to a tangible book in my hand. I love the feel of smooth pages turning between my fingers, the smell of new paper and glue, the ability to pick it up off the shelf and peruse its content at any time, and yes, even the ache in my hands from holding it for hours on end. I love it all.
Enter Aunt S. She saved me from the delusion that no tangible erotica of the BDSM variety exists. I was starting to wonder if anyone published it at all. After we were done cleaning the bedroom closet Sunday, she handed me a book entitled The Marketplace. This book and the series it belongs to, is the reason my posts have been short and seldom for the last few days. I couldn't put it down. I suggest anyone that is interested in an actual cohesive, well written plot, pick this up. It is not like normal fantasy BDSM erotica. It deals with the training of slaves in a professional and realistic fashion. The mood of the story changes rapidly depending on the situations described and really give the reader a true feel for the characters.
I won't talk too much and ruin it for anyone who hasn't read it. Suffice to say, I enjoyed the first one very much and look forward to starting the second as soon as I post this. Thanks again Auntie!
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