I've decided not to go. As much as I want to, its just not the right time for it. Daddy and sis need some time together to get settled and enjoy each other. I would never want to be in the way of that. I want them to be happy and have time together and I know that they are going to be very busy getting ready for her trip down there. I would be in the way and I would hate myself for it. I don't want to ruin their happiness by coming between them or taking attention from her.
Maybe there will be a place for me later, but for now there isn't. Unless that place is here, at a distance.