Some days I really miss Daddy. We still talk most days. I just wish He wasn't so far away. I invited Him to come visit for Thanksgiving because He was going to spend it alone. I don't know if He will come or not. My husband and I talked about it and he was ok with Daddy coming to visit for a couple days as long as we don't have sex. I don't think that would be a problem since my husband will be off work and he will be around. I dunno how Daddy will feel about that, but I don't care about the sex, I just wanna see Him. I hope He comes. I don't want anyone I love to spend the holidays alone. No one should have to be alone during the family season.
Maybe I'm just overly concerned because I've never really had a good holiday season before. Now that I am on my own and free to do what I want for the holidays, I want to surround myself with my loved ones. I don't feel obligated to spend alot of time with people I don't want to see. Just because some people are my blood relatives, doesn't mean I have to see them if I don't want to. Well, its just a thought. Wish me luck.