Beltane

Today is one of my favorite holidays, Beltane! Yay for pagan fertility holidays! I'm not sure yet what if anything Sir and I are going to do to celebrate. Usually we just spend the day outside enjoying the rebirth of nature. However, its rainy today so our usual picnic is out.

In other news, I got the job! I am now a newly employed and contributing member of society. I will start as soon as my background check comes back. Did I mention what I will be doing? Working as a sales clerk in an Adult Book Store. I think its a nice fit. I have three years of retail experience and I have sold pretty much everything from shoes to CDs. This is my first time selling pornography, but honestly a product is a product to me. I guess this is one business where it pays to not be shy. I can't wait to start.

Bad, Bad Baby Girl

Ok I know I've been bad. I meant to write before now, but with the holidays here its been hectic. I really don't have much to write. Alot has been going on, but its just mostly been family stuff like dinners and shopping. I probably won't write much until after the holiday season. My husband doesn't go back to classes until January and I know we will be endlessly busy until then. I wish you all happy holidays and will be back more regularly when the holiday crazies are done and over with.

Missin' My Daddy

Some days I really miss Daddy. We still talk most days. I just wish He wasn't so far away. I invited Him to come visit for Thanksgiving because He was going to spend it alone. I don't know if He will come or not. My husband and I talked about it and he was ok with Daddy coming to visit for a couple days as long as we don't have sex. I don't think that would be a problem since my husband will be off work and he will be around. I dunno how Daddy will feel about that, but I don't care about the sex, I just wanna see Him. I hope He comes. I don't want anyone I love to spend the holidays alone. No one should have to be alone during the family season.

Maybe I'm just overly concerned because I've never really had a good holiday season before. Now that I am on my own and free to do what I want for the holidays, I want to surround myself with my loved ones. I don't feel obligated to spend alot of time with people I don't want to see. Just because some people are my blood relatives, doesn't mean I have to see them if I don't want to. Well, its just a thought. Wish me luck.